Upset

Well Jeremy’s an inconsiderate jerk yesterday he knew I really wanted to see him. Instead he went off and hung out with some friends. To cheer another girl up! Yesterday was an important day to me and he went to cheer another girl up. I called him and when he said where he was I started crying. I cried my self to sleep last night because of him.

He’s been calling this morning and he came over. I couldn’t answer the door other wise he will never understand how upset he made me. I wanted to open the door and fling my self into his arms so badly. Instead I ended up with my back to the door on the floor crying. I feel sick from all this crying and the fact I had vary little sleep last night. I’m goanna go lay down I feel sick. Wish me luck.