Fealing better

Well I’m feeling better. Jeremy and I have worked things out for the most part. I’m still upset that I sit home wile he goes out with our friends and goes and meets up with that girl. I really need a run. I feel weak in more way then one. Being upset really takes a toile on your body at 8 months pregnant, depression not helping my case any. Then I really feel weak with the fact that when I did see Jeremy yesterday all my will power fell away. I hate that about Jeremy one touch and I can help but no longer feel mad at him. Well I was still mad but I lost the ability to push him away. Then he kissed me and I was lost. He is the only man that can do that to me.

So today was his nieces birthday party. I can’t believe she’s two now. Jeremy and I have been together for a long time now.

I have the house to myself tonight. Dad has work and mom and Marie are up at my aunts house till wends. Its goanna be peaceful. Just wish I lived in a better neighborhood. I’ll be fine my dog is protective and Jeremy’s only a phone call away. I figure with tonight’s cool weather I can sleep with my blankets around me the way I like. It’s more comfortable that way. Well I’m going to bed . . . night.